Ashley (satinkitte) wrote,
Ashley
satinkitte

LUUUUUUUUUUUUUUBE

Well this has been long overdue aha

I've got my own apartment now. I dropped out of school last semester but am regestering at a new school across the street.

Emotionally ..I've noticed some falters...but when I think back to grade 9 or 10..I realize that my self esteem has risin a great deal. Self esteem is possibly the single most important thing a person has to cherish, if this is depleted or being stabbed at, I guarentee it should be the first thing you take time to heal. Without self-esteem there is no socializing, no caring, no feelings nothing.
:)
ANYWAYS.
there ARE aspects of my life that make me feel great, on the other hand there are aspects of my life which continuously tear away at my self-esteem. Because I'm strong, I don't let my shell down about this. IT SUUUUUUUCKS! lol. So lately I feel I should do something about it simply because it's starting to get to me. I can feel the depression comming on...and I'm not the type of person who is able to pull herself out of a depression quickly. It'll be a very selfish act but a well overdue one.

I guess that's it. My love for music is continuing to grow and grow..my love for human beings is huge now and they continue to amaze me all the time. I guess my "quest" to be a "good person" continues as well...not that I'm less of that, just that I believe if we all tried a little bit harder we could be MORE of that.

hee hee.
and....OH SNAP!!
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